me happy!..u happy?

~.~
In life there is always a right choice and wrong choice.
But whatever choice we make there is always a consequence.
So does that make every choice a wrong choice?
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wee, today was the start of my EXAMS! twas welly fun!. i went to sch at 12 and went straight on to my clubroom. there, shaz was already in the room....."mugging" really tired cause the night be4 i DIDN'T SLP AT ALL. yea...late nite mugging..haha. well, anyway thanks to that i did something really worth laughting at.

me:*takes lighter from toolbox
shaz:*looks half-heartedly
me: eh, u think the lighter still can work?
shaz:*looks FULLY aware at what i'm doing... i think so
me:*presses the top trying to light it...
silent pause......the laugh...

haha. well, the thing is... i went ahead to light the lighter but kept pressing the (part where the fire comes out...i dunno the name...go figure)...so i was like for a sec... why won't it turn on?... then shaz was like gonna burst into a giggle...THEN i finally realised..haha. was interesting though. afterwards ard 2.30pm.. went ahead to play cards till 3.20pm....wee..i won a few rounds.. off to exams, sheesh! i was soooo confident that i got the formula right.. i realised i finally forgoten another step... sad part was, i realised it when i just walked out of the room and handed up the paper...NOOOOOOO!!!...12 marks gone just like that... i hope the teacher is lenient..haha..well, that's it for today... oh and thanks a big much to dila for the photos she put up in facebook... really cheered me up. my mood be4 seems lifted...so YAY!..
till next time!

not right...never right

damn, i can't think straight. i want to study but my mind keeps wandering somewhere else. this has to stop. like in another 2 days time will be my exam and i've only read 3 chapters!.SHIT! what the hell is wrong with me. i feel empty. maybe it's fasting but i'm ok with it. maybe it's my lifestyle. yea. maybe it is. all it's about is me at home or at school. i'm too orderly. either i'm at school or at home. at home would be near the computer. at school would be the following places. club, library, moberly or t15. i'm so predictable even i myself confessed to that. and now it feels so empty.. hmm...maybe that's the reason...no drive..haha...i hope i get thru this exam alive...or at least be able to pass it..and keep my GPA up. though something else is bothering me. i think.. i think i'm getting too far away from my friends. i miss them. all of em. yet, i don't get close to them. irony. i really miss them. i can rmb old times.. all the good old times when we would help one another. realised something is wrong and try to comfort one another. now, they've made friends and are comforting others the same way they comforted the last time. may sound like gibbrish here.. but i feel comfort is what's needed. i don't fit in class. i feel, all i do there is study. but it's not the same. i feel left out for some reason. i'm outdated i guess. yea, i'm outdated.. and old fossil worth forgetting.. haha. hope i survive this all....

yay me!

okok...first off...YAY to ili for tagging my blog...thought my blog was infected or something since no one came to visit...fyi...IT NT DEAD...haha

alright... today is nationals days..so another happy spirit of happy birthday to singapore!!!..

sidetrack abit. i found and seem to start getting addicted to youtube...hmmm... note to all.. i kinda find vids of cats....yes...cats. haha, sorry. can't help it... i really really reallly really want a cat...

anyway, today went to my grandma's hse for my uncles B'day...so happy birthday to cik ajis!...haha...was really nice to have to whole family tgt.. oh...and u all must be wondering. ALL THIS POST DOESN"T LINK!...well...here's the linkage. today is national day and today we went to celebrate my uncles birthday which was yesterday but the party was today. so where does the cat part fit in?...well, my granda has a cat named kris...yea..kris.... her grandkids named it kris...nt me...bt the younger younger ones...haha
so, the thing about this cat is tat it's so well trained... my grandma teaches it nt to go into her room AT ALL..bt the cat is allowed outside in the hse...lol...and the cat also noes hw to FETCH!...yes..fetch... my grandma throws a ball, and the cat fetches it...lol...though it kinds of becomes wild and ferocious when we try to play/touch kris..note to self: dun touch kris the belly...his fangs hurts..
bt when my grandma does it... he stays absolutely still....
though.... i think the cat is afraid of my grandma...lol.... seeing my grandma took care of 7 kids before...she noes a thing or to abt discipline. haha...bt i didn't noe that tactic could be applied to a cat...haha!

i want u

haha.. yesh, i want you! lol... nah, not so much. but i just want a hug...haha

anyway, my dad is back from doha till this 7th august, i once again failed my FTT. haha yea, i noe. i suck... seriously, i dun think I'M taking it seriously. gonna go take it WITH e-trial..lol. finally a few of the projects i'm doing are moving or as i'd like to say it... inching forward. got most of my MST ard 50% if i didn't say so earlier. yea.. kinda wasn't my day. just got news... finally, our fyp project was accepted. horrah! things are looking up for us. now, just have to study harder and come to lesson more. and hopefully most of my lecturers teaches better...haha. oh, bad thing abt today. i got fever so boo, i can't go to sch..lol. funny that i want to go to sch instead of enjoying this free time off...haha. another good thing is that today i dreamt i was eating sushi...haha!
okey..byebye